Hello hello! it's been a week since I last blog. Isn't it? Well, fret not, I am gong to end my month with this post. March IS my month. :D

It has been a hectic week last week. We had no clue to what is required by our lecturer, therefore we had to redo our work. Furthermore, We were required to make a study model to show on Monday the following week. Guess what? I did not do the study model. I was just too busy! A busy weekend was what I had. Travelled back all the way to Penang for Ching Ming on Saturday evening, and travelled back on Sunday evening. I came back with a minor sunburn at the back of my neck. How nice.

Now, assignments are beginning to pour in despite it's going to be the end of the semester. I totally lost count of what week is this. As far as I know there are 2-3 weeks left of classes before the final exams kicks in and holiday comes. Final project for this semester was just handed out on Monday. What are we required to do?

- get into a group of 2 (We can't choose who we want to work with)

- get the assignment from lecturer, which is work from Tadao Ando.

- It takes 2 to build a model according on which building was given to us

- and individual work on the drawing of plans for the building.
Manually! (Darn, cannot use AutoCAD)

No dimensions were given! I am beginning to feel a headache coming. Where do I find the dimensions for the entire building? I tried to google but some of the diagrams were just TOO SMALL!



For now, I have finished making my model for project 3. All I got to do is just wait for it to dry completely and I can proceed to decorating it. :D



Plus, Malacca trip this weekend! :D Looking forward to it I think. It's been quite some time since I have been down to Malacca. Wee~



Loves.

I still feel like a kid.



Or maybe I still am.




Being 21 is not so different from being 16, which I still regard myself as.

I'm still 16 years old at heart.
Still living life one day at a time.
Still believes that life is short.
Still believes to enjoy life to the fullest.
Still believes in laughter.
Still that active, loud girl that you will never forget.


I realised that after the clock strikes 12AM, at a point where 22nd March comes to an end, I am officially 21. Time really flies. Old or not, I still do not feel it. I still feel like a kid, like a small little girl that requires alot of attention.

In another way, I am somehow proud that I have turned 21, and that I am legal! :D

Yet in a total different way, I still seem 16 to many people. My mother was asking me to act like a 21 year old, which I think I should, but I wouldn't be that fun to hang out with anymore if I obey my mother. I'm still rebellious as before. No change in that. :D

Yet in my 21 years on earth, I have learned many, various things from people that comes from different walks of life. Life wouldn't be interesting if I hadn't met all these people.

I recall my life as a roller coaster. There were definitely ups and downs in life, nothing is perfect in this world, and I accept it as it is. I'm definitely still learning.

Learning to become a better person than who I am now
Learning all sorts of things to be an independent individual
Learning to appreciate finer things in life
as well as appreciate little things which can mean so much.


One thing I also have learned,

Is to love myself.
I'm awesome. :D (That's my self-esteem talking)


I'm happy to have wonderful parents, which of course sometimes you just can't stand them.
I'm happy to have wonderful friends to share my life with.
I'm happy to be where I am now.
I'm happy to be able to walk, write and speak.
Last but not least,
I'm happy that I have someone who loves me as much as I love him.



I think I have grown from that little quiet girl
to a totally different person
and going to be even better in the future. ;)


Happy Birthday.

A twist in Wonderland.



It's a twist to what we have always heard and read from story books on Alice in Wonderland - Alice curiously followed a little white rabbit in waistcoat, fell down a hole and ends up in Wonderland where she meets the Mad Hatter, The Red Queen, Tweedledum and Tweedledee, and many more.



WARNING : Spoilers ahead for those who has yet to watch this movie.


This time, it's a twist to where Alice (Mia Wasikowska) cannot remember that she has been to Wonderland. She keeps having nightmares on a white rabbit wearing a waistcoat, as well as talking animals. 13 years later she attends a garden tea party to which she is hoped to accept the proposal of a lord, her father's business partner's son, Hamish (Leo Bill) but got distracted by the same white rabbit in a waistcoat and once again follows the rabbit. Fell down a hole to find herself in a place where she had visited before - Wonderland. Yet Wonderland does not seem to be Wonderland as it is known as Underland.



The Mad Hatter proves to be very amusing. Wonderful job done by the one and only Johnny Depp. You will never guess that it was Johnny Depp behind all those makeup and props. It seems like hip hop when he does the Futterwaken dance. Tough he does look freakingly scary at some point due to the makeup.

Would you like some tea?




Next we will witness the battle between the Red Queen (Helena Bonham Carter) and the White Queen (Anne Hathaway) on a giant chess board which turns out to be the battlefield.

Chessire the cat is freakingly cute yet with that devilish smile, you will want to back away. Oh I love how Tim Burton add a twist to the classical Alice in Wonderland. This movie is very entertaining. And I better let the story stop here or else you would know how the ending is like. I do not want to spoil the story for you.




Rating : 8/10



I have got a craving. A craving to watch Alice in Wonderland once again. This time, I want to watch it in 3D. :)

If We Ever meet Again by Timberland Feat. Katy Perry.




Whats somebody like you, doing in a place like this?
say, did you come alone? or did you bring all your friends.
say, whats your name, what you drinking
i think i know what you're thinking
baby whats your sign, tell me yours ill tell you mine
say, whats somebody like you doing in a place like this

CHORUS:
I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again
Won't let you get away-ay - say, if we ever meet again
This free fall's, got me so
Kiss me all night, don't ever let me go
I'll never be the same
if we ever meet again

say if we ever meet again

Do you come here much? I swear I've seen your face before
Hope you don't see me flash, but I cant help but want you more, more
Baby tell me whats your story
I ain't shy, don't you worry
I'm flirting with my eyes, wanna leave with you tonight
So do you come here much, I gotta see your face some more, some more

coz baby I

CHORUS:
I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again
Won't let you get away-ay - say, if we ever meet again
This free fall's, got me so
Kiss me all night, don't ever let me go
I'll never be the same
if we ever meet again


If we ever meet again
I'll have so much more to say (if we ever meet again)

If we ever meet again
i wont let you go away (said if we ever meet again)

If we ever ever meet again
i'll have so much more to say (say if we ever meet again)

If we ever ever meet again
i wont let you go away-ay-ay

CHORUS:
I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again
Won't let you get away-ay - say, if we ever meet again
This free fall's, got me so
Kiss me all night, don't ever let me go
I'll never be the same
if we ever meet again

I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again
Won't let you get away-ay - say, if we ever meet again
This free fall's, got me so
Kiss me all night, don't ever let me go
I'll never be the same
if we ever meet again






ps : Nice video! :D Hope you enjoyed it like I did! :)

Sunday's activity.

I haven't been updating properly. Here's just a brief of the past two Sunday's on what I have been doing.

- Sketching

- Going around Taman Tun and Bandar Utama

- More sketching

- Zoom zoom to Damansara Perdana and Mutiara Damansara

- MORE sketching in the car and outside.

- Weather was FREAKING hot.

- sketching is SO tough.



Dated : 07th March 2010

Bukit Utama Condominium.


BU8 Building


IBM Tower, Bandar Utama Office Block & One World Hotel


Petronas Station @ Taman Tun Dr Ismail


SMK Bandar Utama Damansara 4, my secondary school.


Bandar Utama Office Block


Central Park



Dated : 14th March 2010

PJ Trade Centre


Honda Car Showroom along LDP


Menara Batu Kawan @ Mutiara Damansara
(what a name!)



Those are the buildings that I have sketched on and I think I want to go back sketching them again! I need to improve! REALLY! In desperate need to improve. There's going to be another round of skecthing session this coming Saturday with my mother.


It's going to be another busy week ahead once again~~

Solo by IYAZ.





I said I don't want to walk this earth if I gotta do it solo.

See girl we used to be a team
Runnin the streets (yeah)
We was living out our dream (ohh)
You used to be my rider
I was your provider
Now we separated in two
Oh we was burning up the block(yeah)
And everybody know when we step in the spot(ohh)
See, we was like the dynamic duo
Id never thought that you'd go, but you did uh, yeah you did


Oh baby you left and sailed away alone (Yeah, alone)
And now you got me trapped up on this island
Where nowhere to get home

And I don't wanna go, go
I don't wanna go, go
I don't wanna it no, no
I don't wanna it no, no
I don't want to walk this earth
If I gotta do it solo (solo)

Cuz I was so high
And now im so low
And I don't wanna walk around alone, solo
Said I don't want to walk this earth
If I gotta do it solo (solo, solo)

You was the beat on to my top line,
Put us together
And you'd have to hit rewind
See, you give me a purpose
Now I'm getting nervous
That my heart will never sing again
Oh, when we was runnin up the airways,
They knew us from the Virgin Islands to the U.K.
See, we was on the way to the platinum and gold
Never thought that you'd go but you did ya, ya you did.


Oh baby you left and sailed away alone (Yeah, alone)
And now you got me trapped up on this island
Where nowhere to get home

And I don't wanna go, go
I don't wanna go, go
I don't wanna it no, no
I don't wanna it no, no
I don't want to walk this earth
If I gotta do it solo (solo)

Cuz I was so high
And now im so low
And I don't wanna walk around alone, solo
Said I don't want to walk this earth
If I gotta do it solo (solo, solo)

I don't wanna walk S-O-L-O
(no no no)
I don't wanna walk S-O-L-O

"Oo uh oh,oh uh oh,
Oo uh oh oh oh uh oh,"

I don't wanna walk((S-O-L-O))

And I don't wanna go,go
I don't wanna go, go
I don't wanna it no, no
I don't wanna it no, no
I don't want to walk this earth
If I gotta do it solo (solo)

Cuz I was so high
And now im so low
And I don't wanna walk around alone,(Solo)
Said I don't want to walk this earth
If I gotta do it solo (solo, solo)









I don't want to walk this earth
If I gotta do it solo

Need You Now by Lady Antebellum




Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now

And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now

I just need you now

Ooo, baby, I need you now






And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
I just need you now

Bak Kut Teh!

Come to think about it, I haven't had a decent meal of Bak Kut Teh outside my house for years. So I was pretty excited to be eating Bak Kut Teh with my friends, namely Tienson, Chee Yoong and Wai How, and to add that the place we went was a famous restaurant called Ka Ka Bak Kut Teh, located at Metro Prima, Kepong, which was totally famous for it's Bak Kut Teh, be it the soup one or dry one.



I think it would be hard to miss, as some blogs have blogged about it, just diagonally across the Metro Prima Carefour, it's a corner lot. pic source




It was a very nice meal. Sorry I only took picture of this pot of Bak Kut Teh as I find the meat really tasty. The soup was super tasty! Well obviously it's different from having your own home cooked Bak Kut Teh.



Though I find if you drink too much of the soup, it'll make you feel thirsty. for the rice, I find it taste a little like chicken rice. Or that just might be my taste bud problem.


It's a nice place to eat, if you are craving for Bak Kut Teh. :) It drizzled a little and luckily we finished our food so we retreated inside the shop with our teas. I think they should make a shelter over the outside of their shop so that we customers would not have to worry about getting rained on.




Ka Ka Bak Kut Teh
Located diagonally across Carefour
Metro Prima, Kepong

An addiction that returns to haunt me in a good way.

I stumbled on a video in YouTube that show Siti Nurhaliza singing a chinese song and then singing alongside with Wang LeeHom!


Suddenly that rush of addiction just came back!


Not my addiction to Siti Nurhaliza, of course its non other than the famous Wang LeeHom! :D Suddenly I just went to look for more of his pictures and found myself more wallpapers! So now, as you can imagine, my desktop background would be HIM. :)





Yes. HIM.
♥♥♥




I am kind of sad that I did not managed to attend his concert last year. I was hoping to get free tickets from the radio station again as I do not have the money to buy his concert tickets. In the end, no ticket means no show. :(





But he still rock my world with his music and I have dreamt of meeting him one day. I'm sure I will. I will keep this dream alive and burning eventhough chances are slim. Call me stupid, call me a dreamer but he's LeeHom and I am totally smitten.





Now,
off to bed.

Angel's Cry by Mariah Carey feat Ne-Yo.




Mariah:
I shouldn't have walked away
I would've stayed if you said
We could've made everything OK
But we just
Threw the blame back and forth
We treated love like a sport
The final blow hit so low
I'm still on the ground

I couldn't have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor
Super natural love conquers all
'Member we used to touch the sky
And

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry

Ne-Yo:
I thought we'd be forever and always
You were serenity
You took away the bad days
Didn't always treat you right
But it was OK
I do somethin' stupid
And you still stay with me

But you can only go for so long
Doing the one you claim to love wrong
Before too much is enough
You look up
Find your love gone
And

We were so good together
How come we could not weather
This storm and just do better
Why did we say goodbye

'Cause lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Now every night
I feel the angels cry

Mariah & Ne-Yo:
C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry

Baby I'm missin' you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you

Baby I'm missin' you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
But we let it slip
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

Oh babe, the angels cry








We were so good together
come on, our love can be revived
Bring it back and we are going to make it right

I am not who I am.




Everything happens for a reason
A reason to why it happened
And every single thing that happened
be it the good and bad
has affect me in many ways
one can ever wonder

I am who I used to be right now
That sad, unhappy me
who used to seek attention
by being outrageously dangerous
I am who I used to be
That sad, unhappy me
carrying that fake smile
everywhere I go

I am who I used to be
that pathetic little girl
always beating up people
whenever words hurts
I am who I used to be
that quiet, angry girl
Throwing tantrums
when things do not go as planned

I am just who I used to be
keeping everything bottled up
refusing to let anyone in
faking that smile
so that nobody ever questions
Yet seeking enough attention
to make everyone turns my way

How many tears have I shed
How many scars I have
It was all in the past
But it seems that the past is back to haunt me
I do not have the guts
to spill the beans
I just can't do it anymore


I am not who I am
Keeping everything hidden from public eye
How I want to confide in someone
Pour out my heart and soul
But when I tried
I just couldn't do it
As hard as I cried
I just couldn't bring myself to voice out

Sometimes I just want to forget
Forget everyone
forget everything
and start afresh, without any baggage
yet I ain't in fantasy land

I am who I used to be
That sad, unhappy me
always thinking what people think about me
because I care so much
that I forgot about myself
I am who I USED to be
caring about how people view me
being sensitive to the surroundings
and hurting myself in the progress

I am starting to hate myself
for everything I have done
and for everything that has happened
I retreat to my lair
rather be alone
than think of how people think of me
how people despise me
and how people regard me as arrogant

I am just who I used to be
That sad, unhappy girl
wearing that smile for everyone to see



copyrighted,
by
yunz

Pancakes are awesome.

Had a very late lunch on last Saturday, at a place I always wanted to try since I caught a glimpse of it. The Paddington House of Pancakes! :D

Since the day I saw that place, I wanted to try it. I have a craving for pancakes almost all the time. From plain pancakes to flavoured ones. Yummy! So, we have decided to take a step inside after walking rounds in search of food. We were starving! (the 'we' is referring to Mun Hon and I)

Paddington House of Pancakes!
Sounds like I am in some fantasy land filled with pancakes.

It's sad that we were on a budget or something like that, that we only called one drink and share it between the both of us.

Lemon and lime. It's yummy! :D
Even the waiter double, and tripled checked with us on our drink order. XD


Food!
My Texas! :D
It's chicken with cheese and mashed potato with two pancake filled vegetables.


The pan's REALLY hot. :P
His was called Lisbon.
The prawns they serve was REALLY, AWESOMELY fresh! :) I loved it! :)



I think the food is really worth the money. Our bill was less than RM60 and we had a really filling meal. So full until we rather sit than stand. Awesome ain't it? :P A place to try out if you have not step in yet. :) So what are you waiting for? (Darn I'm hungry right now.)


Paddington House of Pancakes
First Floor @ The Curve Shopping Centre

My eyes are droopy.


I'll blog soon.

Currently situation : Real BUSY.

Furthermore, my mind is all on art and revoking the creativity in me.

Architecture ROCKS.

But not assignments and me.

Signing out.
yunz

Sometimes I just want to forget.




Sometimes because of little things
Silent goes through the night
neither wants to give in
Why?

Sometimes I wonder
are we really meant to be
are we really who we are
do we have what it takes
to go through tough times now

I don't want to talk
because I find no point talking
I don't even want to cry
holding back my tears
because it hurts when I think of it

I rather forget all that has happened
so that I can start afresh once again
sometimes it still hurts
when you bring up the past
How I hate it
but how can I stop you
When it was my fault to start with?

So the only thing I rather do is

I don't want to talk.
I don't want to even cry.


Sometimes I just want to forget.





copyrighted,
by
yunz