When holiday begins.

Holidays always, ALWAYS kills me.


Why say so?

Because I am practically sleeping at late hours, or early morning, then waking up late afternoon, occasionally around noon time. It's like darn. What am I doing? Though I have trouble sleeping now. Results of too much sleep maybe? :D

I might be bored to death soon. Nowhere to go, as basically I am totally broke. Like with a few cents in hand, where can I go? there's nothing much to do at home because I am so lazy, like REALLY lazy. Facing AutoCad program has made me even more lazier. Don't even ask me to go through architecture stuff.

I have laziness in my bones that whatever it is, I do not want to do, don't even want to go out of the house (because I am BROKE), just want to stay in bed all day, well if that is possible. :P Been craving for holidays to come but when it does come around, I am broke. So with no money to spend means no outings, equals to boredom at home. I need a job. :(

Currently feeling very bored. Or sien. Have this need to take photos. Hands are itchy. Want to go and capture some nice scenery, some good poses by people, some smiley faces and food! Just that.. Again it all boils down to the fact that I have got no money. *sighs*

I should just grab a packet of chips, turn on some movie, sit back and relax. Toodles~

我還是我 - 黃明志

Finally a wonderful song. Meaningful words. Music and lyrics are all produced by him.

It's the message of freedom of speech that's being sent out
It's his life story that he is telling.
It's how he show his patriotism.
It shows that he has a dream,
and a dream that he has and will keep walking on,
no matter how hard,
no matter how lonely.
It shows us he can do it,
and so do us.
It's how he expresses himself.
He is who he is. :)

我的名字 叫明志 這個自我介紹方式
從小老師 就認為我是想要惹事
我熱愛文字 我討厭公式 我不想面對考試
我更討厭你規定我的頭髮款式
我的思考方式 沒有人能夠抑制
大人都固執的怪我固執 不懂事
我明白 待人處事都有 它的模式
但不代表 全部人都要變成孔子

十五歲 那年初我染上音樂的毒
我透過音符 來降低我內心的無助
我學習美術 但依然無法省悟
是孤獨創造梵谷 還是梵谷創造孤獨
中學畢業後 華人得自求多福
揮揮衣袖 我決定要到台灣留宿
爸爸媽媽不要擔心 我不會辜負
等我讀完書 一定會回到歸屬
我會好好過 我必須好好過
想家的時候 我就打開電腦拼命創作
牆壁上的大馬國旗 是我的寄託
床頭的那張全家福 總是讓我振作
一個人 在外國 要獨立生活
我做過很多工作 我面對很多數落
無論再辛苦 還有音樂陪著我
我理想沒有變 因為我 還是我

我有我自己的夢 自己會走
就算再寂寞
請原諒我的衝動 我會好好過
(相信我還是我)
我不怕暴雨狂風 將我淹沒
毅然往前走
就算旅途再癲頗 我不能回頭
(相信我還是我)

2007 年 那是個遲來的夏天
改編國歌事件 讓我人生從此改變
透過網際網絡 我闖了禍
但我堅持沒有犯錯 有人 說我叛國
有人 想幹掉我 有人 說不讓我回國
要我磕頭認錯 政客趁機出頭
媒體還配合炒作 世界 各地的記者call我
我必須學會沉著
謠言越來越多 讓人陷入惶恐
甚至 還有人把偷渡路線圖 send給我
爸爸媽媽 對不起 不要難過
牆壁上的國旗 我從來沒有拆過
我破了千萬點閱 也上了各大版面
有人喜歡有人討厭面臨輿論考驗
我的故事 被文學家 寫進了書
我的臉 還被人畫成了 卡通人物
再多褒與貶 都已經事過境遷
畢業後的我 決定勇敢面對誤解
我用陸路 交通跨越六個國度
拍攝紀錄 沿途上的驚險 和領悟
一步步 很艱苦 終於回到大馬領土
被拍照 被訪問 還被叫到警察總部
雖然 你們都把我 當成公眾人物
但我必須穩住 要保持個人創作元素

我有我自己的夢 自己會走
就算再寂寞
請原諒我的衝動 我會好好過
(相信我還是我)
我不怕暴雨狂風 將我淹沒
毅然往前走
就算旅途再癲頗 我不能回頭
(相信我還是我)

有人說 我的作品荼毒青年思想
有人說 我的頭腦都在胡思亂想
說我亂講 說我是社會毒瘤發癢
還怪我 變成他兒子的偶像
面對攻擊 我早就已經習慣
保持沉默微笑 是我最好的答案
裝模作樣 從來就 不是我的強項
但我出門逛逛 卻要偽偽裝裝
我的email 每天都有人來 訴苦
但我愛莫能助因為我不是 政府
你們來我facebook 鼓勵我 詆毀我
我不刪除因為那是言論自由淨土
我想要讓你聽見 讓你看見
我想說的話 我的電影 和我的音樂
徘徊尺度邊緣 自由自在的暢所欲言
那是主流媒體 永遠看不到的世界
我站在不 同的的角度我不會停下腳步
這條思路 是老天送給我的禮物
你說我糊塗 你甚至想要把我說服
對不起我 還是我那就是我的態度
在Kuala Lumpur 開始了新的生活
這裡人潮洶湧 馬路坑坑洞洞
一不小心 我可能會在這裡失控
這條路 很難走 但我已經 沒有回頭

(我還是我 我還是我)

我有我自己的夢 自己會走
就算再寂寞
請原諒我的衝動 我會好好過
(相信我還是我)
我不怕暴雨狂風 將我淹沒
毅然往前走
就算旅途再癲頗 我不能回頭
(相信我還是我)

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For the English and Bahasa Melayu lyrics, do click the source above.

No more trust.

You trust a person to hold you tight when you fear of falling. You trust a person to catch you when you fall. You put trust in a person to hold your heart and never break it. But once trust is broken, it can never be gain back.

It's so easy to trust someone, isn't it? But after a few experiences of trust being broken, you will find it hard to trust again. Sometimes I tell myself that it's only you yourself that can be trusted. It's only me, that I can trust.

I have broken your trust and now, I don't even bother to gain it back because it can never be the same anymore. Trust between you and me, can never be gained back. Well, unless a miracle happens.

You can't trust me, not anymore, and so do I.
I just wonder where will this bring us to. Or just convinced me,
tell me that we can trust each other again.

What I've Done

I couldn't come up with a title for this post of mine. Got no idea what I want as a title. Really. Or maybe I should just put a random one according to the songs that is being played on my iTunes at the end of this post. :D

Now I am wondering what to blog about. I am really lazy to blog about past food places that I have been to. If I were to do so, I have got a few! I'm tired of editing pictures as well. Or more like L-A-Z-Y. Exams are finally, FINALLY over! :D So happy but really, it's like no feeling. It's over but I'm not like really excited. So I have got what, 3 weeks of holidays before next semester begins. What have I got to fill the time?

AutoCad.

Yes. That software I rather not go to if I am feeling L-A-Z-Y. But I have no choice because I have unfinished job inside there. Yea. Unfinished job that have dragged a few months. So I better clear it up. That will be occupying most of my time. Though I will still be able to blog. That is IF I find something interesting, if not all these text is what you will get and read. Anyways, to end my post with a title.



Currently playing
Linkin Park - What I've Done.

What have I done. Ha-ha.

Step it up in 3D!

Yeah! Step Up 3D! I finally got my hands on the movie tickets! This movie have been packed for the last few weeks. Dance dance dance.. how I wish I can dance..


Synopsis

A tight-knit group of New York City street dancers, including Luke (Malambri) and Natalie (Vinson), team up with NYU freshman Moose (Sevani), and find themselves pitted against the world's best hip hop dancers in a high-stakes showdown that will change their lives forever. Written by Walt Disney Pictures

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Hearing so many things about this movie, I have to go and watch it. Despite not watching the Step Up and Step Up 2. The dance move were totally awesome, stunning and incredible! I love how they choreograph the dance moves! Love it love it love it! And I love how this movie makes me feel like dancing after the movie ends. :D









The only thing is that the movie's story plot is very weak. Not strong enough to get the movie watchers the climax, the anticipation or the thrill while watching the movie. Only the dance moves got the movie watchers going "WOW", "Awesome!". And that's it.

Rating : 6.5/10

The movie could be better if the story plot was better developed. Oh well. At least I enjoyed watching the movie. Feel like dancing. Really.

甜品哥哥 @ SS2.

Finally I got to try the sweet desserts at this place called 甜品哥哥 with my Pig. It's Tin Pan Go Go in cantonese. The place was packed at that time upon arrival. Waited for a few minutes to get a place. Not bad, I would say for the ambiance they had.

They have a variety of desserts to choose from
but we only chose two as we were afraid we could not finish.

First it was the banana ship that arrived.
I think it's called Banana Ship.
Had fun eating it. :D

Next was the Sago with Watermelon.
Not bad I would say.
I find the watermelon balls rather cute.

We were filled up after finishing this two sweet desserts. Sorry that I could not remember the prices of these two items. I would love to go back and try other stuff they have on their menu! :)



甜品哥哥
Tim Pan Go Go
No: 36, Ground Floor,
Jalan SS2/63
47300 Petaling Jaya.
Selangor D.E.

Patience, is a virtue.

Oh it has been a really long time since I last blogged. PROPERLY. All those late posts are up. :) Hope you have already read them. Now I am still editing pictures to be posted up here. My last project for the semester. I have to put it up here as that was what took my time away from blogging. So much effort I have put into doing the project. I hope it's worth my time.

Just got to wait. Pictures will be up soon. All those sleepless nights, late night snacks have all come to an end. I'm picking up those stack of notes at the corner and starting to study them. My last paper is on the 23rd of September. Can't wait! After that I will be free for 3 weeks plus to blog all I want and what I want. I want to go shopping though, on second thought. Well, as long as I get to relax. :)

Now I have been facing the computer for much too long. It's best I stop here and get going to those stack of notes I have. Exams exams exams. Hope for it to be over soon! At least I know my blog is back up and running again. A change of song for you all to dance to it. Oh and speaking of dance, Step Up 3D! My post on that will be up soon.

For now, toodles~

Wang LeeHom The 18 Martial Arts Showcase.

NOTE : This is a late post.

The one and only showcase in Malaysia. Showcasing his latest album - The 18 Martial Arts album. So where was it held and when?

Location : 1 Utama, Petaling Jaya.

Date : 22nd August 2010.

Time : 6:00 PM.

I had to go. Since it was so darn near to where I was staying. Would be my first and last time, I remember telling myself that throughout the entire showcase. Ready for the pictures?

Got his album on the same day.
It's RM50 flat! With key and poster as well. :D

For people who has his CD ready for him to sign. :)

The stage.

The crowd at 1630.
Scary.

To my right.
The crowd at 1700.

The crowd behind me.

To my left.

MyFM DJ Royce.
Means it's starting soon. :)

There! Wang LeeHom!
Darn that yellow line.
I don't want to emphasize on how awesomely good looking he is
for fear you guys will sue me.
But darn.
He IS really good looking. :D

Night time. I'm still no where near the stage. :(
LeeHom went for a toilet break so you see the stage is empty.

He's back and signing again! :)

I'm near the stage! :D

There! His signature one the album's lyrics book,
plus the key that comes with the album.
Totally awesome. :D

Taken from Wang LeeHom's Facebook fan page.

Caption : OMG Over 7,000 people came to the autographing session in KL today!! Hope I don't get carpal tunnel...o.O
哇，來了七千多人，希望手不要脫臼了！

Was there really 7000 people that day?
o.o

Terrified by Katharine McPhee feat. Jason Reeves.

You, by the light
Is the greatest find
In a world full of wrong
You're the thing that's right

Finally made it through the lonely
To the other side

You set it again, my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark

And I'm in love
And I'm terrified
For the first time and the last time
In my only life

And this could be good
It's already better than that
And nothing's worse
Than knowing you're holding back

I could be all that you need
If you let me try

You set it again, my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark

And I'm in love
And I'm terrified
For the first time and the last time
In my only

I only said it 'cause I mean it
I only mean 'cause it's true
So don't you doubt what I've been dreaming
'Cause it fills me up and holds me close whenever I'm without you

You set it again, my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark

And I'm in love
And I'm terrified
For the first time and the last time
In my only

lyrics source

She looks awesome in blonde, short hair, and skinnier. :)
Great song too. :D

Bali Trip 2010 [Day 7]

NOTE : This is a late post.

A wonderful, eye opener trip to Bali, Indonesia. :) I enjoyed this trip, although there might be some ups and downs in between. It's all about how we see it.


Thursday - 29th July 2010

It's time to go back home. :( I was so hungry that I spent like Rp 40,000 just for two big doughnuts. The doughnuts are good though. Filling. :D

Caught this wonderful view through the plane's small window.
Sun rise. :D

Then the sky turns bright.

This is like the first time I see this rotating bag belt.
Or what you call it?
Makes me feel so..


Jakun. xD

Overall it was a fun and nice trip that I enjoyed. :) Weather was nice, food was good, company was awesome and the places are just "wow". :) Now I look forward to going on trips out of the country again. Another trip to Bali maybe? :D

Bali Trip 2010 [Day 6]

NOTE : This is a late post.

A wonderful, eye opener trip to Bali, Indonesia. :) I enjoyed this trip, although there might be some ups and downs in between. It's all about how we see it.

Wednesday - 28th July 2010

A picture of the place we stayed at.

The room I stayed at.

At the swimming pool.
Poor Pig can't swim. :(

The water looking fine that day.

Kitty and I splashing away with our legs.

After a swim.
Han Lin looks pretty with a flower eh? xD

We went hotel visiting later in the afternoon.

Very nice orchid. :)

Next stop - Kupu Kupu Barong.

Table for two. :)

Another hotel!

This, is an awesome sight.

The only nice thing about the Four Seasons Hotel.

Dinner time. :)
Last day so we decided to just splurdge a little. :D

Dinner place at Pradha.

Chee Yoong. Spot Pig!

Spot Pig game starts now. :P

Annette.

Sweet couple Ray & Kitty.

Han Lin.

Tienson.

An ugly picture of me. :(

Mango Juice.

Lime Juice.

Ice Lemon Tea

Lemon Juice

Banana Juice

Tea

Tienson's small pizza.

Han Lin's meal for two.

He ate it all by himself.

Set meal for two.
Han Lin ordered it and ate it all.
Big eater eh? xD

My Chicken Cordin Bleu.
Pretty small portion.

Ray's & Kitty's order.
Otak otak I think.

Sitting like a King.
Eating like a King. :P

Cool lecturer.
Awesome playing with the guitar. I like! :D

Slept on the chair while waiting for time to pass to go to the airport.
Ate like a King, sat like a King now sleep like a King. xP

We went out for the last time.
Night walking in Ubud is pretty scary, even with a big group of people.
Caught this on camera. xD

PS : Glad that I took the time to blog all this out. Sorry for the lack of words.
Pictures speaks a thousand words. No?