孤单。寂寞。

孤单，是你心里面没有人。

寂寞，是你心里有人却不在身边。

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Before I die - #1.

✔ Checked. ;)


I should learn to play a full, proper song,
for once.

You played through my mind like a symphony.

这种女人。

有一种女人貌似花心，其实专一 ；
貌似坚强，其实很脆弱 ；
貌似开心，可笑容后的哀伤谁又能懂呢？
这种女人很好懂，表面嘻哈，内心很细腻 ；
这种女人很敏感，害怕孤单；
这种女人很伤感，喜欢用文字记录心情 ；
这种女人很矛盾，徘徊放弃与坚持之间。


如果你懂她，喜欢她，请好好珍惜。



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The story of us looks is a tragedy.

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room
And we're not speaking
And I'm dying to know, is it killing you
Like it's killing me.


Next chapter.


Why are we pretending this is nothing?
I'd tell you I miss you, but I don't know how
I've never heard silence quite this loud.


The end.

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I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us
How we met and the sparks flew instantly

别让她受伤。

有一种女孩在陌生人面前会很安静，很冷漠。
在熟人面前却很放肆，很霸道！
这种女孩子不谈恋爱，只在姐妹间游荡。
这种女孩子偶尔看到街上的情侣时，也会幻想，也会羡慕。
这种女孩子不会轻易恋爱，恋爱了一定会好好珍惜。

若你遇到了这样的女孩，请务必好好珍惜她。




这样的女孩请别让她受伤。

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Architecture 101 : 4

When elements or spaces are not explicit but ate nonetheless apparent
- we can see them even though we can't see them -
they are said to be implied.




As like what my lecturer has said before.
"It's there, but it's not there."

From 101 Things I learned in Architecture School by Matthew Frederick.

In another life.

Fallen angel.

So out of my mind right now. So out of control. Everything suddenly seem like it's spinning, out of my control, out of my reach. Nothing I can do to grab hold and stop it from spinning. Emotions running wild, clawing at thin air, hallucinations starting. It's all coming back isn't it? Blurred vision, head pounding, body trembling.

"You suck."

It's not going to happen again, is it? Mind going blank, don't know what to think or what to do, a wave of frustration wash over, the need to scream aloud, pulling at my hair, the need to just go ballistic. Scream, kick, claw, punch, bite, shout, everything just waiting to burst out of me, that's what I am, am I?

"Such failure."

Years. It has been years. Memories do haunt you at your weakest moments. Like demons, they eat you up from inside. Burn your soul, you end up losing the real you. Wandering around, searching for answers that can never be found, but Hope keeps you alive, that one day, all will become clear. But has it?

"Who are you?"

Promises, broken.
Hearts, pieces.
Trust, dishevelled.
Souls, ripped.

Sometimes, when you have enough of good times, bad times have to have their say as well. And I guess this is the time where the devil comes standing face-to-face with me, telling me my fun time is up. Depression gnaws on me, gloom shelters me. Must it always be this way?

"Arrogant bitch."

In an blink of an eye, who am I? In the midst of all the mess I have created, I realized, instead of being who I am, I have lost myself in the crowd. That smile I wore, seems so fake. Those greetings, insincere. What happened? Lost myself, lost my heart, lost my soul. Déjà vu.

"Useless."

Refusing to turn back, hesitant to step forward. What happened to that risk-taking, dare-devil that I once knew? Nothing at the back for me to hang on to, yet in the distance, everything seems so far out of reach. So out of control, I feel. I need to stop. I need to take a breather. Life has been passing by so fast that I take whatever that is being thrown at me. But how long can that wall I build last?

"Ignorant."

Stop.

But life does not stop for you. Re-evaluate my principles. Re-evaluate what I want out of life. Re-evaluate who exactly I am and what am I doing. Looking past my shoulders, I see my old self catching up. A walk turn into a jog. A jog turn into a run. Is it a good idea to run from myself? Is it even worth running away from my past?

"Sensitive bitch."

Sensitive, it has been my middle name. Well, hello to you right now, you are back. Rejoice. Where has all my joyful aura went? Where has my light went? Trapped in this darkness, self inflicted wounds are bound to occur. I need to escape. Head pounding, mind blank, body trembling. I hug my knees closer to my body. I need to break free. I can't afford to lose myself once more, after knowing that I am so close to spreading my wings.

Wake up, it's time to face reality.


I do, hell wish it was just a dream.


I need to be able to smile again
without feeling the need to shut my world away from others.

Fallen; an arrow straight through.

最勇敢的事。

世界上最勇敢的事情，
是微笑着听你爱的人说她与他之间的爱情。

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The sun will set for you.

“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.” — Bob Marley

The only thing I know, is that you were once part of my life.

流星。

真爱，和流星一样，

一辈子可能只能看见一次，

错过了，就是一辈子。

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Mistletoe by Justin Bieber.

I got a feeling this is the first time I am posting a Justin Bieber song here at my blog. Not that I don't like him, I am not a fan as well. But some of his songs are pretty good. I don't get why some people just hate him.

Though it's not even near Christmas yet, but this song is out. Makes me look forward to Christmas this year end! It might be the same old Christmas that I always go through every year, but I got a chance to make it nice each year. Christmas, is always, and always will be my favourite time of the year. ^^

It's the most beautiful time of the year
Lights fill the streets spreading so much cheer
I should be playing in the winter snow
But I'mma be under the mistletoe

I don't want to miss out on the holiday
But I can't stop staring at your face
I should be playing in the winter snow
But I'mma be under the mistletoe

With you, shawty with you
With you, shawty with you
With you under the mistletoe

Everyone's gathering around the fire
Chestnuts roasting like a hot July
I should be chillin' with my folks, I know
But I'mma be under the mistletoe

Word on the street santa's coming tonight,
Reindeer's flying through the sky so high
I should be making a list, I know
But I'mma be under the mistletoe

With you, shawty with you
With you, shawty with you
With you under the mistletoe

With you, shawty with you
With you, shawty with you
With you under the mistletoe
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/j/justin_bieber/mistletoe.html ]
The wise men follow the stars (The wise men follow the stars)
They way I followed my heart
And it led me to a miracle

Don't you buy me nothing (don't you buy me nothing)
I am feeling one thing, your lips on my lips
There's a very, Merry Christmas

It's the most beautiful time of the year
Lights fill the streets spreading so much cheer
I should be playing in the winter snow (I know)
But I'mma be under the mistletoe

I don't want to miss out on the holiday
But I can't stop staring at your face
I should be playing in the winter snow
But I'mma be under the mistletoe

With you, shawty with you
With you, shawty with you
With you under the mistletoe

With you, shawty with you
With you, shawty with you
With you under the mistletoe

(Kiss me underneath the mistletoe)
Kiss me underneath the mistletoe
(Show me baby that you love me so)
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

(Kiss me underneath the mistletoe)
Kiss me underneath the mistletoe
(Show me baby that you love me so)
Ohhh, ohhh,
Mmmm

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Kiss me this Christmas. ;)

付出或保护?

付出真心才能得到真心，却也可能伤得彻底。

保持距离也就能保护自己，却也注定永远寂寞。

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喜欢一个人。

喜欢一个人，跟他在一起的时候，时间老不够用，
可是不跟他在一起的时候，时间却总用不完。


喜欢一个人，跟他在一起的时候，总有说不完的话题，
可是不跟他在一起的时候，却懒的说半句话。


喜欢一个人，跟他在一起的时候，表情会多的不够用，
可是不跟他在一起的时候表情通常只有一种：


想念。

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沒關係 - 吳克羣.

你離開的時候沒有一句
沒有一句對不起 對不起是我太執迷
你離開的時候沒有一句
沒有一句話說清 說清楚離開的原因

也許他可靠 他實際 他不一樣
他能夠給你安全感 不只夢想
誰還在乎一起傻傻說過的那些話

沒關係 我們分了沒關係
這不是你的問題 是我沒那個福氣
沒福氣卻又愛上你
就算哭了沒關係 這不是你的問題
痛痛快快給我一槍 我沒關係 沒關係 沒關係

你離開的時候沒有一句
沒有一句對不起 對不起是我太執迷
你離開的時候沒有一句
沒有一句話說清 說清楚你離開的原因

轉載來自
也許他可靠 他實際 他不一樣
他能夠給你安全感 不只夢想
誰還在乎一起傻傻說過的那些話

沒關係 我們分了沒關係
這不是你的問題 是我沒那個福氣
沒福氣卻又愛上你
就算哭了沒關係 這不是你的問題
痛痛快快給我一槍 我沒關係
愛情裡面總有一個比較傻 怪就怪我放不下 NO~~
痛苦給我幸福留給你和他 沒關係 沒關係 沒關係

沒關係 我們分了沒關係
這不是你的問題 是我沒那個福氣
沒福氣卻又愛上你
就算哭了沒關係 這不是你的問題
痛痛快快給我一槍 我沒關係 沒關係 沒關係

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你离开的时候没有一句

We are young, we run free.

That's right.

And when it comes to music, it takes just a few new songs, a few good songs to make me a happy girl. :D Especially when I get the whole album of a singer. It does not matter whether the songs would be nice, but it's just to add to my music library. It's as though I'm a music collector. ^^

From English to Chinese, Bruno Mars to Eminem, I'm a happy girl because I have loads of new songs. :D It's that simple, especially when the new songs are what I want. Blogging during lunch break. Heh. Stomach ain't feeling too good. =S It's the middle of the week but I can feel that the weekends are just around the corner! Now weekends to me are like the holidays! Damn working life. HAHAH.

Music speaks what the heart can't say.
Tears show what the heart can't show.

Listen closely to the music of my life.

不见面。

不见面也有不见面的好，

最起码你永远都是那时候的样子~

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You are like music to my soul.

Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones

and I will try, to fix you.

This song is sort of like my theme song for months now. Can never get tired of listening to it. But not on replay! =P Intern day 11! I am getting lazy! Today, I chose not to put Intern; 12 as my title, but instead, music. ;)

No music, no life.

That, my dear friends, was my motto years ago during high school and still is! Music is like the melody of my life, my soul. Every song, every melody, just sets my soul on fire.

Tonight such a beautiful night.

Even Korean group Big Bang's song Tonight make my K-Pop fever rise! Dance with me! :D Korean songs just makes me want to dance! How I wish I have the moves like Jagger. How cool would that be. :) Stayed till late today at the office. I was sure as hell hungry when I reached home! I can gobble down a cow and stuff a hippo in as well! That's how hungry I was! Gobbled down my food within minutes and I was still hungry. Go figure.

It's been said and done, every beautiful thoughts been already sung
and I guess right now here's another one.

I can't help it but to realized that this song has been out of my hearing for the past few weeks. For a month or more I think. And suddenly, I keep hearing this song playing on the radio whenever I am on the road! So random, so sudden. And every single time I hear this song, it just reminds me of you, due to me linking this song to you. HAHAH.

But mama, I'm in love with a criminal
And this type of love isn't rational, it's physical.

Then I heard this song on the radio and damn I got hooked to it right away! Only to realized that I have the song all along, sitting in my folder. Just waiting for the music video to be out. Very soon I hope. :) Britney Spears's 4th hit from her latest album, Femme Fatale. :)

I'm a criminal.
Arrest me. >)

The songs I listen to speaks my heart.

十分爱。

太爱一个人，你会太在乎他跟谁一起，心里是否有你 ；
太爱一个人，会被他牵着鼻子走，完全不能自己 ；
太爱一个人，会无原则地忍受他，慢慢他习惯被纵容 ；
太爱一个人，他会习惯你对他的好，而忘了自己也应该付出。


所以，爱一个人不要爱十分，

八分已足够，

剩下的两分爱自己。

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Intern; 11.

Sadly, no pictures for the day. When I wanted to take a picture, I realized that I do not have the battery in the camera. Furthermore, the boss was around so don't want to really take pictures. It was a funny sight where assembling one small cabinet is a 3 person job! HAHAH. As for me, I switched place, went to sit near the boss's table. Freaking scary.

He was behind me all the time while my back is towards him. Gosh. So all I did was just bury my head in completing the model. I rushed all the way home just to have a wave of gloominess wash over me while I sat down eating my dinner. Alone. Damn. Next time either I come home earlier for dinner or I just go get my own dinner.


By the way, I also just realized that I have passed my 500th post! This is the 503rd post. Gosh. I missed the GREAT 500! Well, I should have 1000 post soon, looking at the rate I am going. =P Now to sit back, relax, and enjoy the song that's stuck in my head.

Peace out peeps!

海浪穿透我的伤心 请听一听爱的声音

等待。

真正的爱情需要等待，

谁都可以说爱你，

但不是人人都能等你。

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夏日乐悠悠

I think I should be typing in Chinese but it's a little difficult for me, because I just do not know how to put a sentence together. This movie, is just plain nice. So nice that I would give it another go and watch again! :)

The song Love You You is stucked in my head, once again. What to say, it's a perfect song for this lovely movie. :) If you like to watch these kind of movies, romantic movies I would call it, or in short, if you are a hopeless romantic like me, then go ahead and watch this movie. Just make sure you know how to read and listen to Chinese. :)



I don't want to spoil the movie for you people out there. It's a really nice movie. Beautiful settings, right here in Malaysia! Lang Tengah, Terengganu. I will visit you, one day. :)

Lastly, enjoy the song.

海浪穿透我的伤心 请听一听爱的声音
就算用尽所有真心 却到不了你的心底
回忆难以靠近 你是我奢求的唯一
让我用尽所有力气 只要你相信
我最坚持的声音 只剩一句 love you you stay with me

Rating : 8/10

要的安全感，只有自己才能给到自己。
不必靠别人而得来。

The Three Musketeers.

"tous pour un, un pour tous"

That's all for one, one for all, in french. Went in watching this movie without knowing anything about it, came out knowing that the soundtrack is good. What the hell. :D Not a movie worth watching twice, unless you have a "thing" for Orlando Bloom, or maybe Milla Jovovich.

Or maybe the young Logan Lerman, or whoever you like in the movie. There's not really an omph that you can get from this movie, although it's quite filled with action. But there were some part that got me gasping! Fun and wild, I learn something from it. Life's too short to be wasted doing nothing.

Fight, love, live.

;)

It's been a long time since I have written about movies that I have watched. Come to think of it, I haven't got the mojo to blog about the amount of AWESOME food I encounter last month! That's in the past. I'll try to remember to blog when I encounter good stuff. :)


I must say, the storyline is pretty predictable. Want to watch The Three Musketeers? Watch it in 3D. Because the movie started off good that it got me thinking, it's better watched in 3D eh?

Rating : 5/10

It's Real Steel next weekend. ;)

Love needs no reasons.

A Girl asked her Boyfriend

GF: Why do you love me?
BF: I have no reason.

GF didnt like it 'n say

GF: No. Give me a reason.
BF: Ohkay... 'Coz you're beautiful, caring 'n attractive.

Girl was satisfied,
Then one day she got sick 'n look Terribly Thin, Pale 'n Weak...

GF: Do you still love me?
BF: Now that you're not pretty 'n attractive do i have a reason to love you?

Girl Cried...
The boy hold her hand 'n say...

BF: Now you Understand?

"Love doesn't need reasons.
I Love You 'n still love you no matter what Happens."

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变化 - 何维健

海变成陆地
快乐的能变成悲剧
那么爱会不会变成了麻痹

沙变成天梯
丑陋的能变成美丽
那么你会不会变成我的仇敌

我不是挑剔
可怕的变局
随时都在背后偷袭

时间会把我把你都变成了灰烬
从拥挤 变距离
没有人能够保证永远一起

时间会把我把你都变成了回忆
那时候 有没有
一个不会为时间而变化的你

海变成陆地
快乐的能变成悲剧
那么爱会不会变成了麻痹

沙变成天梯
丑陋的能变成美丽
那么你会不会变成我的仇敌

我不是挑剔
可怕的变局
随时都在背后偷袭

时间会把我把你都变成了灰烬
从拥挤 变距离
没有人能够保证永远一起

时间会把我把你都变成了回忆
那时候 有没有
一个不会为时间而变化的你

分开追逐着相聚
辛酸渴望着甜蜜
我们都是一样穷得只剩下空虚
我买不起 我不确定
绝望谷底有没有奇迹

时间会把我把你都变成了灰烬
从拥挤 变距离
不变的幸福只是一种剧

时间会把我把你都变成了回忆
那时候有没有一个是你爱我我爱你最完美的结局

还是我变成了你最想忘记的回忆

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转身的那一刻，
我知道我们很难再见面了。

多喜欢。

你永远也不知道自己有多喜欢一个人，

除非你看见他和别的人在一起。

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Intern; 10.

Week 2 comes to an end.

I am getting lazier as time passes.
All I do is go online every freaking time I come home.
All I do during the weekend is sleep.
I am bringing work back to do.
I don't want to lose that passion I have for model making.
Procrastination is my middle name.

I am so hyped up every single time it comes to the weekends. Maybe it's because that I am experiencing working life right now. Had to really PEEL myself off my bed every single morning. Tell myself to sleep early but somehow, it does not even work. From sleeping at 11pm, to sleeping at 4 in the morning.


Picture above shows our working table. Well, it's small, 4 interns sitting there, 2 doing interior, 2 doing model. The whole table is in a HUGE mess. So not organized. There's food every single day that can be found on that table. More to come next week!

Chopped my finger last night,
took one look at my finger,
and continue welding the knife like nothing happened. -_-

Time out. I am tired. But sleeping late again so that I can roll in bed the whole day 'til 4pm. =P Cheers! It's the weekends!

I've never felt like that in a long time.

最美妙的一件事。

世界上最美妙的一件事是，

当你拥抱一个你爱的人，

他竟然把你抱得更紧。

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Remember how I use to give you hugs?

無法歸類 - 何維健

我就是無法歸類
我就是自成一類
誰都學不會 乾脆
你們欣賞就對
我就是無法歸類
我就是拒絕歸類
現在你了解 了没
我只讓你們跟随
王子的高貴藝術家的吊詭
單一規则全被我踩碎
詩人的聰慧外加尖銳
在我身上同一時間交匯
平不平庸我不理會
完不完美也没什麼 所謂
我用我的方式進退
只有酷和我對味
超出你的想象 範圍
我就是無法歸類
我就是自成一類
誰都學不會 乾脆
你們欣賞就對
我就是無法歸類
我就是拒絕歸類
現在你了解 了没
我只讓你們跟随
無法歸類 拒絕歸類 自成一類
無法歸類 拒絕歸類 自成一類
無法歸類 拒絕歸類 自成一類
無法歸類 拒絕歸類 自成一類
簡單 搭配 卻盡显 著前衛
從來跟風我都 覺得 是種浪费
拒絕 曖昧 浪漫與生俱來
拖泥带水不是我的 作為
平不平庸我不理會
完不完美也没什麼 所謂
我用我的方式進退
只有酷和我對味
超出你的想象 範圍
我就是無法歸類
我就是自成一類
誰都學不會 乾脆
你們欣賞就對
我就是無法歸類
我就是拒絕歸類
現在你了解 了没
我只讓你們跟随
我就是無法歸類
我就是自成一類
誰都學不會 乾脆
你們欣賞就對
我就是無法歸類
我就是拒絕歸類
現在你了解 了没
我只讓你們跟随
我就是無法歸類
我就是自成一類
誰都學不會 乾脆
你們欣賞就對
我無法歸類拒絕歸類 自成一類
無法歸類拒絕歸類 自成一類

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我就是無法歸類
我就是自成一類 ;)

Intern; 9.

Oops. :3

It's LMFAO in da house! :D

Have been having The Wiggle Song playing in my ears for the entire day! Why The Wiggle Song? Because that's what I got from the FlyFM DJ. The DJ even said it's best to enjoy the song, just don't watch the music video. HAHAHAH. Since I heard it on the radio this morning, somehow the song just got hooked in my brain. Geez. Lucky I got tired of it, another song came into head and so, the switch.

Internship has been quite tiring lately. End of week 2. Just week 2! OMG. I cannot believe that suddenly time crawls. I guess it's because I am starting to feel my lazy bones tickling me. Every morning I had to PEEL myself off my bed. Arrived at office either on time or at least, 5 minutes late.

Brought work back home to do. But here I am, blogging away, with LMFAO's songs playing. Shots! Drink! What to do, weekends is here! Damn. :)

1. Down because unable to bring my CGPA up to required level. :(
2. Sometimes I just wonder what went wrong, when the answer has already been told.
3. Enjoying party songs.
4. I need a few shots to drown out my hidden sorrows.
5. P.R.O.C.R.A.S.T.I.N.A.T.I.O.N. | L.A.Z.I.N.E.S.S

Alright. Let's get some work done. Cheers.

Have you forgotten about me,
and what we almost had?

I'm sorry but I love you.

有些人不能在一起，可他们的心在一起；
有些人表面在一起，但心却无法在一起；
有些人从没想过在一起，却自然而然的在一起；
有些人千辛万苦终于在一起，却发现其实他们并不适合在一起。
虽然我们不能在一起了，但并不代表我不爱你了。

I’m sorry ，But I Love You ~ ♥

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Right person, wrong time.

空位 - 何維健

一个人翻身等梦的来临
一个人回忆苦无边境
思念多浓郁好想告诉你
空号却是你给的回应

曾经我以为够懂你
可以照顾你心情
你含泪盼望是他爱你
原来太深情太疼惜也是悲剧

一个人弧单像住在壳里
一个人安静却不平静
不愿意忘记并不是任性
已投入全部生命还剩什麽能抽离

假如能有些恨你
我也许慢慢会痊癒
可悲的是我认定
你怕不公平不得已才会绝情

在我身旁 的空位
无论会有谁 暂时依偎
都像落叶季节 都像少了月圆
荒凉没滋味
在我胸膛 的空位
就等你疲惫 回来入睡
就算会有痛觉 就算还会告别
宁爱不悔

假如能有些恨你
我也许慢慢会痊癒
可悲的是我认定
你怕不公平不得已才会绝情

在我身旁 的空位
无论会有谁 暂时依偎
都像落叶季节 都像少了月圆
荒凉没滋味
在我胸膛 的空位
就等你疲惫 回来入睡
就算会有痛觉 就算还会告别
宁爱不悔

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假如能有些恨你
我也许慢慢会痊癒

Intern; 8.

I have been typing too may Chinese characters recently. Tell me why. From updating statuses at Facebook to blogging. Everything is turning Chinese for me! HAHAH. Funny. By the way, I'm pretty satisfied on the results I have gotten this semester. I really do hope that I have enough to pull my CGPA up to my required level. Now, there's 2 more semesters left before I graduate! :)

There's just a satisfaction feeling you get when you know you have studied hard to achieve those results, although you know, that is yet your best. Damn. This makes me want to do even better for next semester! Come on internship! Be done already! :D

*speech*
I want to thank everyone that has helped me achieve this semester's results.
My CGPA has improved. (I think) Thank you very much.
I could not have done it without you guys.
You know who you are. :)
*end of speech*

Right. As though I got some award. But seriously, although I do not have the heart or passion to work through my design works, but I really had the motivation to study for Architectural History I exam. I haven't felt so much energy to study for a theory subject in years! I can't even remember when was the last time I actually sat down and study like mad! A blessing, and I guess I have that one person to thank. :)

I've got this urge to study so badly because I didn't want to fail.
I've got this need to score because it's the only paper I had for last semester.
I've just got to fight, because you gave me the energy to do so.
Mentally. ;)
be proud. :P

You are in my head,
every single time,
throughout that whole period,
because of what had happened.
Though Summer is over,
but you still remain,
in my heart you'll stay;
because of you,
there's a little more of me.

Internship, I feel that you are running through. Week 2 is almost over. :) Just be nice to me, I pray hard that I sail through without any difficulties. Then, it's time for a change. ;D

It's time to watch some shows to unwind.
Glee?
CSI Miami?
HIMYM?
True Blood?
:D

Mentally.
That's what you always say.

暧昧。

暧昧是，比好朋友亲一点，但比恋人远一点；

暧昧是，你会常在MSN等他，当他几天不在，你就会有些担心；

暧昧是，你会不时去看他的微博有没有更新，而且会留意字里行间，他对你有没有暗示；

暧昧是，有感觉，然而，这种感觉不足以叫你们切切实实地发展一段正式的关系。

我们暧昧，我们却不属于对方。

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伤的是，我们不属于对方。

你走天橋，我走地下道 - 何維健

陽光照耀不到你的心像冰冷冷的地窖
把我心燃燒 也得不到擁抱
所有爭吵讓一切的美好停在我的手錶
慢慢的消耗 消失在每分每秒

把你握牢卻捏碎了 真心無法做比較
就算我愛的很霸道
看你走上了天橋 我走下了地下道
你和我的愛情就遺落在街角
看你越過分隔島
我轉進單行道 一路把過去甩掉
忘了曾經說過要一起到老

你說過要一起到老
你的聲音 我聽不到
你的美好 我看不到
你的愛情 我等不到

所有爭吵讓一切的美好停在我的手錶
慢慢的消耗 消失在每分每秒
把你握牢卻捏碎了 真心無法做比較
就算我愛的很霸道
看你走上了天橋 我走下了地下道
轉載來自
你和我的愛情就遺落在街角
看你越過分隔島
我轉進單行道 一路把過去甩掉
忘了曾經說過要一起到老

我的眼睛已模糊失焦
在這條曾經說過要一起走的幸福大道

看你走上了天橋 我走下了地下道
你和我的愛情就遺落在街角
看你越過分隔島
我轉進單行道 一路把過去甩掉
忘了曾說過要一起到老

你說過要一起到老
你的聲音 我聽不到
你的美好 我看不到
你的愛情 我等不到(一起到老)

你說過要一起到老
你的聲音 我聽不到
你的美好 我看不到
你的愛情 我等不到(一起到老)

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陽光照耀不到你的心像冰冷冷的地窖

把我心燃燒 也得不到擁抱

Intern; 6 & 7.

Internship week 2.

So far so good. Model making. Halfway through. Finishing, if there are no more amendments to do. Spent half a day so engrossed in my model making that even my colleague called me I could not hear nor see. First, I had my headphones in my ears. Second, I was really in a world of my own, working on my model. -_-

But today was freaking tired. I could not get up to have my morning walk. Half the day my progress was slow. Then I had to stay back 'til late to help colleague to finish amending ALL the drawings that is needed the next morning. Still, I can't believe I am STILL freaking up right now. My eyes can't barely open.

I better just lie down and let sleep take over. On another note, just bare with me for another few days. I just found out about a Singaporean singer whose songs caught my ears. Love the song, love the lyrics. :) So if you see his name appearing on my blog along with the song, just click play. Either you like it or you don't. 何维健. He's kinda cute too. ;)

And the first music video I watched just somehow, suddenly reminded me of you. HAHA. Simply funny. Click here to view. Derrick Hoh, my latest music obsession. =P His's music is quite good!

Now, let's get some sleep people! :)

Nights peeps!

心，不在思念了。