Remember.

Broken. 

Just like me today.

The day started crazily, with me not getting enough sleep due to Air Asia ongoing promotion. Then I got to anxious and all, resulted in getting a slight scolding from my father. Go figure, my bad. I was already feeling a little down about it but managed to brush it off. Then things gotten worst.

For the first time, after working so long, I finally broke. I cannot absorb anything, ever since I started working. My performance right now is such a huge difference to when I did my internship. What ever happened to that passion? To that interest? Everyday, something inside of me die a little each time I step into the office. 

1) Turn on the computer.

2) Open time sheet to fill.

3) Open work from the day before - Autocad

4) Work on whatever project that is given - Autocad

5) Time to go home, save, close file, off computer.

A daily routine it has become. Just 3 weeks ago I was starting to like what I was doing. Then now, I feel like it's a little boring. I guess this is what Architecture life is all about. The real world. BANG. Straight to my head. Well, I never thought it was fun in the first place. So I will live with it.

Work. You have to enjoy what you do, and it will not become a daily routine. You have to enjoy what you do and you don't have to work for life.

Once more, I hit a bumpy road. 

But I won't give up.

Tears stained my cheeks.

But I won't give up.

Just remember what I started out as and what I aim to achieve.

Broken.

But nothing beats having someone there to catch you when you break.

I ♥ U.

From the bottom of my heart,

thank you. ♥

The Scientist.

I haven't been blogging as frequent as I thought I would. My last post was dated 2 weeks ago. Blogging mojo, washed down the drain. So I figured maybe I should do some blogging, since I feel that my blog needs a new post, and, also I am feeling kind of blah. Yeah, that blah mood. That mood where it puts you in a situation of not doing anything, just so blue.

1) 4 days straight. Holiday mood was turned on since the start of the week! Go figure why my bosses would be in such a bad mood on Wednesday because we were working on a Tuesday and practically ALL of us in the office were already in a holiday mood! Tuesday was Deepavali. Can't blame us boss! But we asked for the exchange of working days though.

So, 4 days straight, what did I do?

2) Thursday - Awal Muharam. Sepang and Port Dickson trip!

Pick my pretty friend Swee Ling and head down to Sepang for half the day.

Sorry for the panda eyes. 

I'm a panda anyways. =P

Managed to catch a lovely sunset at Port Dickson. ♥

With you by the side, it was superb.

It was like we went all the way from KL to Sepang and PD just to chill and hang out. Oh, and to go to the night market in PD! I heard the night market only happens once a month!

3) Friday - an exchanged for Tuesday. Stayed home, laze around, work on my port folio, (which I didn't really touch.) Still trying to figure out how to get started. Need inspiration! Here's the link I have been referring to for the past few days. Click HERE to get ideas on how to kick start your portfolio! =)


Friday dinner was interesting. I followed my mother to her friend's house for dinner and boy, look at the food that was available! =D NOM!

Soup, noodles, nuggets, papadam, salad...

I am feeling hungry right now.

4) Saturday - Weekend! =) Had a book to read through the weekends and if I am not mistaken, it is my FIRST ever Chinese book! (I think) I don't read Chinese books because it makes my eyes goes like that -> @.@ But this one is rather interesting!

 We took a bus from KL to England.

Backpacking around the globe. Damn!

I need to do that and I will do it! =/

 

Went out for a short shopping spree with my lovely sister!

10 Years and still counting! ^^  ♥

At night, it was like meeting family. Made new friends over a simple birthday dinner celebration! I don't have any pictures but I do have food pictures. But I better not post it as I know my stomach is already growling. =/

5) Sunday - Lazy day. Was supposed to go for a property talk but I end up staying at home. Meh. =/ Anyways, was at 1 Utama and the Christmas spirit is all around already! I'm so hyped about it! I really need to get myself a Christmas tree to decorate already. I really envy those who have like those HUGE, TALL Christmas trees that are fully decorated!

 Ho Ho Ho! 

Christmas is coming! ^^

Merry as can be, Christmas would be nothing if I don't have you by the side.

Two videos to end the night.

Glee's version of the song puts more sadness into the song.

My heart's at ease whenever I'm with you.

我很想愛他。

How many days since my last post?


Alright. I kid you not. It has been a few days since I last blogged, but at least I'm cutting down on blogging EVERYDAY. Can't afford to do that. I am a lazy person. =P Yet, here is a post again, on a Sunday evening.

1) I have been sleeping the whole day away. What can I say? I love my bed. I refuse to get up to walk around the house or even sit in front of my computer. I would rather twist and turn in bed the entire day. HEH. I'm awesome like that. Which explains why I am blogging at this hour because I just got up about an hour ago.


2) "A jealous girlfriend is a faithful girlfriend. If she doesn't get jealous when someone has your attention, it's because someone has hers." copied from a friend.

True much. But I'm not the kind who would get jealous very easily. And I guess it's the same for the guys as well. =)

3) Last but not least, I still remember being the "sweet girl" back in college times. I had a BIG packet of sweets all the time and whoever wanted sweets, they would just ask me. I was the sweet distributor. I had all kinds of sweets. Yes, I mean ALL kind. (Maybe not those expensive ones, but like mentos, sugus, lot 100 and more)

Childhood sweets? =)

开始想念了，我们在一起的时间根本就不够。

Starting to miss, the time we spent together is not enough.

I won't ask for much. 

I just ask for your attention.