My Closure, 我的闭合。 #4

当我们真的放得下我们的过去时, 我们心里会知道的。有种感觉,很放心,很轻松,再也没有犹豫感。




我的故事。
我的闭合。






我以为我不会再爱,不会再把我的心给任何人。
也以为再也没有人能真心的爱卧我时,
这位天使,点亮了我的世界。

他让我相信了这世界上还有爱情。
他让我相信了我们可以创造新的回忆。
他更让我相信了他会保护我的心。
而他所说的一切他做到了。
直到距离把我们分隔两段。

他是我心中最信任的那个。
他成了我最要好的朋友。
最了解我,也是我的指导人。
争吵时他也不断的讲话,明明就知道我会麻痹,哑巴,他也不断的说服我。
他做的一切,证明了他是有多爱我。
他是我人生中无意间守护着我的天使,但我却伤害了他。 
天使来的少,我却把我的天使变成了恶魔。
回忆最甜的都是他,
回忆最痛的也是他。
他让我想到未来,也让我变成一个更好的人。



时间把伤口治疗了,我们曾经拥有的那段感情已过去了。
时间把一切的痛带走了,我们曾经拥有的那段爱以淡了。
我们彼此的感觉也不一样了。
对不起我错过了你,也错过了幸福。

但在这我可以说,我放下了。
因为能跟你说话,我知道感觉已不在了。
因为我们各自现在都很快乐。
因为我们拥有过的是回忆。
不追求回忆,不追求从前,  
放得下的也不只是曾经的天使,而是一段回忆及感情

谢谢你,让我懂得更爱惜自己,也让我成为了今天的我
谢谢你,让我从黑暗中在找到光





 我不会回想着从前,只因放下了。
我不会回想着过去,只因放开了。

Always.

Previously, it was a Youtube video from WongFu that made me think about my love life. Today it was an article that made me think again.

Because it's pretty similar, both the video and the article, I will cut things short. Here's the article to read and get inspired! =)




1) Youth – the right person you meet at the wrong time

  2)  Love – the right person you meet at the right time

3)  Marriage – the wrong person you meet at the right time

You will have to click the link above to read more about the article. I've read it and the last sentence struck my heart.  


"And with time, you realize Marriage wasn’t the right one at the right time, 
because he is the right one forever."


This article made me think about my past. About how I met the right person at the right time, and the right person at the wrong time. And how these two are the same person. How things will never go back to what it once was and how it used to be. For that I am content. 

And with time, I realized that it's not about the right person you met at the wrong time that you have missed, or the right person that you have dated at that right time, but the wrong person who came into your life at that right moment that made him the right one forever.

"Forever" is a strong word which I rarely use. For in which I replace it with "Always." He might be wrong in the beginning. He might be wrong half a year ago. He may be wrong for the next six months. But it does not mean that he will be wrong for your entire life. 

For my heart tells my mind that he is wrong at that time, but he is the right one now. For I thought of you as I read the last sentence of that article.





Words, they can never be enough,
to say what we feel deep down inside.




"Trust, is like a piece of paper.
Once crumpled, it can't be perfect again."