Road Trip: #Malacca-Johor

The long over-due post on my first road trip locally. From Malacca to Johor and back. :) Enjoy the pictures!

Tangkak, Johor Beef Noodels.

Muar, Johor.

The once in a blue moon meetup. :) with an unfocused shot.

Danga Bay. Nothing much to do there.

Yes. Lego Hotel.

And the reason for the road trip.

Who else is going to help us capture the 3 of us?

The authentic Kluang Station cafe?

Malacca jonker street.

The usual bright, colourful and loud trishaws.

Mummy. ♥

And of course, The A-Famosa fort.

Photo taken by: Nikon D7000 with kit lens.

Photo credits: By the BF and me.

Edited by: Me.

Another trip to legoland this coming weekend! ^^

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I have always wanted to go to Putrajaya or Cyberjaya to capture the bridges there, and I finally had the chance. Although it's just one bridge, I am still satisfied. :)

Seri Saujana Bridge

Night lights at its best.

Despite getting lost, thank God that the sky was finally clear enough for a good photography session. :)

Camera: Nikon D7000 with kit lens

Photos taken by: The BF & me

Edited by: Me.

Doubt.

I wonder how many of us hesitate to do things we always set our hearts on and actually carry it through? I am no exception. What got me thinking was on my way towards Port Dickson, I realized that I have many doubts, none of which I can come to a conclusion with.

Yes, I am currently in Port Dickson, typing away, for I realized that as I mature, as I grow older, not only I don't get wiser, but I get more doubtful. Of everything and anything at all. Tomorrow is Malaysia Day, so which is a holiday for all of us, these working humans, so what made me make this trip down south? Honestly? I do not know. All I know is that it has seriously been a very long time that I have made such impromptu trips to anywhere at all.

As I was driving along the road, I kept thinking: "Should I just make a u-turn?" or "Should I even be making this trip?" I know it's a public holiday tomorrow and I should be just slacking at home, or rather should I just stay at home? All I did was just kept my brain busy by thinking whether or not should I even be going outstation just for this one day holiday. "What the hell am I doing?" is all I could think of.

Then it made me realized that I used to have no doubts at all, none at all when it comes to decision making like these. I can just say: "Lets go!" and never have to look back. I an say: "Go only lah!" And never without a doubt on whether should I go or not. Yet right now I am facing the problem of doubtfulness and it's killing me. 

And so begins my mindless routine of endless questioning for the night.

"Where has my old self went to?"

"How come I cannot seem to do what I used to do last time?"

"How is it possible that I can't seem to break away from being doubtful?"

"Just where have my impromptu self went to?"

Just making decision and not wondering what will the cost be, just going with the flow. Just stop being doubtful about everything, just stop questioning everything. Just, maybe just stop being sad. When will this stop?

I can't help it. 

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Have been trying t get my life back together, by getting off work on time. But just to sit myself in front of my computer once I am home to work on my portfolio.

Go figure, I am running out of time, and everyone thinks I am free. Oh wells. Anyways, making some time for blogging here. With a feast of photos for your eyes only. ;)

Putrajaya's Seri Saujana Bridge during one of the hazy nights in the past few months.

(A clearer shot is coming up!)

Tino.

I should consider investing in a better lens already. I should. Should I? 

It's time to upgrade.

Macro.

Road Trip: #Perak

I should actually be putting photos of my first local road trip but I have this album in my computer now, and I wanted to post some photography photos, so here's photos from my Road Trip within Perak itself during the end of July with Mummy and the BF. :) Enjoy!

 

 Freaking missing this combination now! (/_\)

 

A 3D2N trip with much to explore and to continue be amaze by what this country has.

Photographs all taken by Nikon D7000.

Photographer: The bf, Me.

Edited by: Me.




Next trip to the East coast of Peninsular! =D

Strong? or Weak.

“是不是两个人在一起久了就会像对方呢? 还是一开始就已经有像样的痕迹了?”

I had to start with this, for this statement that I posted this morning got me thinking. It was a really random comment from a colleague who just stared me and went: "Is it me or do you look more like Shangee now?" It was so funny I had to burst out questioning him. 

So is there such thing as soulmates? I guess it's all down to our own beliefs.

It was always at the back of my mind: What to blog? Always that same old question like "What to eat?" or "Where to eat?" My question would be "What to blog here?"

I haven't been in a good state of mind for about 10 days and counting. Ever since my stress level hit the roof. Out went my brains and everything along with it. I couldn't even sit down to have a proper meal, neither have I the time to even clean up myself. The stress died down, but it didn't go back being normal. After that few days of sleepless nights, I couldn't tell whats right or wrong, I couldn't tell real from fake, nor could I remember things. (Well, I guess that goes along with not getting enough sleep!)

Work stress has really taken a toll on me. Everyday I feel like crying whenever I face a blockage. Everyday I dread going to work. Every single day, I just keep asking myself: what the hell am I doing here? (Maybe I have just lost my mind) Every time I am reminded that I am running out of time. 

I am in a race with time.

Sitting here blogging feels like something I could do without, for the only thing now I do not have is time. But I have to, for words right now is my way out. With a long list of task at hand, I just wish I could do it all efficiently. Unfortunately, I'm not. Everything is such a mess now in my head, everywhere. I literally could pull my hair out, every strand of it.

"In her world she sees things, that nobody sees. Her view so different, nobody could understand. That mess in her head was just too much to bear, how could it happen again and again? How could she let it happen once more? 

Or maybe she's just weak, weak in the heart and mind, not as strong as she think she is. For being strong is only for those who can withstand the demons within themselves."

Time to continue that race.

Time awaits no man.