Spring Cleaning?

I actually took the initiative to FINALLY clean and clear my desk. No doubt next semester it will be a bigger mess than before but heck, I want it clean now. :) I tend to stumble upon lost treasures while cleaning but this time it's not really lost treasure but a part of my last semester's project materials. What came into my mind?

Acrylic Sheet.
I cut small pieces out of a big piece acrylic sheet when I have small ones stored in a box. -.-

I little disappointed at myself for not using the smaller pieces though. But what's done is done. So it turned out like this.

Yup.
To contain my little Pig & Panda toy. Cute right? :D
Now it's properly contain so that dust can't get to it.
Plus it looks like some display thing huh?

I love how it looks after I box it up. Cute. :)
After that I looked up and saw that I actually have a model that needs boxing up pretty badly compare to my cute Pig & Panda. Darn.
But I do not have enough acrylic sheet anymore. Oh well.

Have to keep on packing, cleaning and clearing. Before I return to Uni next year.

Anyways, I miss having classes. I miss going to uni. Darn I just miss having classes to attend. Time for bed. Good night peeps.

If missing someone is a crime, I'll be guilty as charge.

Time flies~ please fly faster. I am waiting to go back to uni. I really am missing the usual University stuff like how activities comes about, the daily rambles about all kinds of topics, the occasional bumping into one other during break or on the walkway, the crazy, lame jokes that are being told, not to mention those crazy camwhore times back during my QS years! Oh well...

I was thinking about putting some pictures of whom I missed but after thinking it thoroughly, I better not. Or maybe just a few, if I can find good ones. And come to think of it, what do I actually miss more? The people? Or the stuff we go through daily? Well, I think it's the combination of both that makes the ride worth while. :) Come to think of it, I do miss the busy times where we all just have to rush to dig ideas out from the back of our brains, draw and still have fun at the same time.



One thing I know for sure is that I miss hanging out with this bunch of people.


I had a wonderful one year with them. They are like family and they always will be. Sometimes how I wish time would just stop there and let me enjoy those awesome times with these people. Well, I still do see them around campus from time to time, but of course, it ain't the same anymore.


Sometimes don't you just wish that time would somehow turn back, allowing you to re-live that moment all over again?


I wish time would do so. Because they are the awesome bunch of people that made my life so colourful. Love them! ♥ Miss them too!



Then there is also another bunch of people, I shall call them the crazy ones because nobody studies Architecture unless they are crazy. Which makes me one of the crazy people too! :X


Not the only group picture but a rare one as well! Goes way back to the first semester of this year. My QS mates would know where it was taken. ;) I keep telling these people I need, I want to take a group picture but I guess they ain't up for it. Always running or hiding their faces when I point the camera at them. Can't blame them though, I'm too aggressive in photo taking. >:P


I miss these times too, when we all had to go up front to pin up our work, then wait for our turns to present our work. Even though it's not fun, where most of us were reluctant, but it's still a part of our memory for this 3 years that we will be together. Really miss all of you people. As much as I wanted holidays during class hours, I still rather attend classes rather than to sit at home and rot away. So that I get to have fun, joke, talk and laugh with you crazy people.


If i can have a wish right now, just one, I would wish that nothing would ever change the friendship between me and these awesome people I have known for 1-2 years. As much as I feel left out at times, these people are the ones that make the journey easy, fun and worth while. Love you all~! ♥

Chritsmas is coming~!

It's the time of the year again where we hear the bells jingle, snowflakes fall as well as the atmosphere filled with joy and laughter! Happiness basically, is what I like about Christmas. :)


For this year, although I am broke, does not mean that I can't have Christmas. I do what I like to do, that is hoping from one shopping mall to another to check out the theme of each shopping malls! How each shopping mall decorates for this festive season will set the mood for shoppers.


Like how I popped by One Utama a few days ago and caught them getting ready for Christmas!

Christmas decorations are up! Lovely ain't it?

Working round the clock to get ready for the jolly season!

Wonder how it is going to turn out..

Stay tune~! Next month will be all about Christmas and I will try, TRY my best to decorate my blog too~ :P

I will be alright.

Some things never change. And when I refer to that phrase, I refer to my high school life. Some things just never change, up to this day, and some people too.

It’s sad.

It’s pathetic.

That’s why we stop being friends, or maybe we were not friends in the first place to start with.

There’s a reason why people are not in your future, because they belong to the past.

And that is where they will stay.

Verve Pipe - The Freshmen

Lyrics | Verve Pipe lyrics - The Freshman lyrics

Sorry the original music video is banned or removed from YouTube I think.

Long, short or bald?

Okay-lah.. Not the bald part but long, short? Bangs or not? I want to have a new hair cut, but I have got no idea what kind of hair style would suit me. I was thinking about the bob haircut, which I have got no idea will it look good on me. What about bangs with a shoulder length haircut? Hmmm... *thinking*

Like Nicole Richie?

Not going blond though. ^^

Or like Selena Gomez?

Without the fringe?

Or Katie Holmes?
Awesome bob. :)

What about Rihanna's style?

Carrie Underwood maybe?

Keep the long hair, trim a little and have a fringe.

Or should I chop my long hair now to the previous length as shown in pictures?
I can't decide.
But I really think I need a new hairstyle.
Any suggestions people? :/

Psst! I kinda like the Nicole Richie hairstyle. :D

Learning how to dance the rain.

If only.


One day.



When my mood is down, and it is raining.



I would love to walk in the rain, cry in the rain, dance in the rain.



And hope that the rain washes all my sorrows away.




If only.

The Flood by Take That.

Heard this song a few times on the radio but have no idea what song or who sang this song until today. I finally looked up the group called Take That. The Flood is their latest song and it's good. :)

Standing, on the edge of forever,
At the start of whatever,
Shouting love at the world.
Back then, we were like cavemen,
We’d beam at the moon and the stars,
Then we forgave them.

We will meet you where the lights are,
The defenders, of the faith we are.
Where the thunder turns around they’ll run so hard we’ll tear the ground away.

You know no one dies, in these love town lies,
Through our love drowned eyes, we’ll watch you sleep tonight.

Although no one understood we were holding back the flood,
Learning how to dance the rain.
We were holding back the flood they said we’d never dance again.

Bleeding, but none of us leaving,
Watch your mouth son or you’ll find yourself floating home.
Here we come now on a dark star, seeing demons, not what we are.
Tiny minds and eager hands hands will try to strike but now will end today.

There’s progress now where there once was none, where there once was ah, then everything came along.

Although no one understood, we were holding back the flood learning how to dance the rain.
There was more of them than us now they’ll never dance again.

Although no one understood there was more of them than us learning how to dance the rain, We were holding back the flood they said we’d never dance again.

We will meet you where the lights are,
The defenders, of the faith we are.
Where the thunder turns around they’ll run so hard we’ll tear the ground away.

Although no one understood, there was more of them than us learning how to dance the rain.
(learning how to dance the rain)
There was more of them than us now they’ll never dance again.

Now we’ll never dance again.

Oh ahh, Oh ahh, Oh ahh, Oh ahh, Oh aah, Oh ahh, Oh ahh...

lyrics source

Grenade by Bruno Mars.

Another song to be on my replay list. :) Awesome.

[Verse 1]
Easy come, easy go,
That's just how you live, oh,
Take, take, take it all,
But you never give.
Should've known you was trouble
From the first kiss,
Had your eyes wide open.
Why were they open?

[Bridge]
Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash,
You tossed it in the trash, you did.
To give me all your love is all I ever asked, 'cause
What you don't understand is

[Chorus]
I'd catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah)
I'd jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh, I would go through all of this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain!
Yes, I would die for ya, baby,
But you won't do the same.

No, no no

[Verse 2]
Black, black, black and blue, beat me 'til I'm numb,
Tell the devil I said "hey" when you get back to where you're from.
Mad woman, bad woman, that's just what you are,
Yeah, you'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car

[Bridge]
Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash,
You tossed it in the trash, yes you did.
To give me all your love is all I ever asked, 'cause
What you don't understand is

[Chorus]
I'd catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah)
I'd jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh, I would go through all of this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain!
Yes, I would die for ya, baby,
But you won't do the same.

[Verse 3]
If my body was on fire,
Ooh, you'd watch me burn down in flames.
You said you loved me, you're a liar, 'cause you never, ever, EVER did, baby!
But, darling

[Chorus]
I'd still catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah)
I'd jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh, I would go through all of this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain!
Yes, I would die for ya, baby,
But you won't do the same.

[Outro]
No, you won't do the same
You wouldn't do the same
Ooh, you'd never do the same
Ohh, no no no

Lyrics source

One In A Million by Ne-Yo.

After having Paperplane Pursuit's Goodbye song stuck in my head and on replay on iTunes for days, I got a feeling that this song is going to be my new on replay song. :P Ne-Yo's songs are always one of a kind. :)

Jet setter
Go getter
Nothing better
Call me Mr. been there done that
Top model chick to your every day hood rat
Less than all but more than a few
But I've never met one like you

Been all over the world
Done a little bit of everything
Little bit of everywhere
With a little bit of everyone
All the girls I've been with
Things I've seen it takes much to impress
But sure enough you go it makes your soul stand up from all the rest

I can be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do it's working
All the girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

You're not a regular girl
You don't give a damn about your look
Talking about I can't do it for you
But you can do it for yourself
Even though that ain't so
Baby cause my dough don't know how to end
But that independent thing I'm with it
All we do is win baby

I could be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do it's working
All the girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Baby you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

Timing girl
Only one in the world
Just one of a kind
She mine

Ooh all that I can think about is what this thing could be
A future baby
Baby you're one of a kind
That means that you're the only one for me
Only one for me
Baby (girl) you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

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This is totally random.

I know this is totally random but I want to help too! So, here's someone I have never met.

I SUPPORT KIM WEI WEI on smashpop.net!

I know, I know, it's totally random plus I don't even know who she is but hey, I am just being helpful because I read a post from my friend's blog. So I decided to chip in and help. :) Good luck to Kim Wei Wei! :) (Click here for more info)

爱的称呼 ♥

你叫她什么？他叫你什么？



♥ 笨蛋，因为在乎，



♥ 傻瓜，因为关心；



♥ 猪，因为喜欢、因为爱要和你一生一世在一起；



♥ 大叔，那说明她喜欢你爱你，她把当亲密的人，想让你像宠孩子一样宠着她，希望你珍惜这喜欢珍惜这爱。



♥ 老公，那说明她想和你在一起一辈子，因为老公这个感性的词语不能轻易说出口，如果有个女孩叫了，说明她真的很爱很爱你了，这辈子她希望一路上有你陪伴，希望你好好珍惜这份幸福，如果你不好好珍惜，那么，你将失去一个如此爱你的女孩。



♥ 送你巧克力，那说明她希望你们的爱如同那巧克力一样甜蜜，如同巧克力一样美味，不管你爱不爱吃巧克力，请你一定要接受她送给你的巧克力，因为里面装满了甜蜜，装满了幸福，装满了爱，希望你要好好珍惜这女孩，好好爱她，因为她值得你去珍惜…



♥ 送你皮带，那说明她想拴住你一辈子，不想让你逃开她身边，要你永远在她身边陪着她，爱护她，把你当做她的依靠，她的惟一，让你给她一辈子的幸福，一辈子的宠爱…希望你好好珍惜这女孩，好好爱护她，把她当你的宝贝一样宠着她，这样你会幸福…



♥ 喜欢把脸贴着你，希望把脸贴进你的脖子，或者别的地方，那说明她想感受到你的爱，感受你的心跳，感受你的温度，让你们的距离更近，更能感受到你们彼此的心跳，感受心中所有的那份爱，希望你好好珍惜这女孩，有这样爱你的女孩，为何不去珍惜？



♥ 喜欢拉你的小手指，那说明她想陪你走下去，因为小手指有单身之意，戒指戴小手指代表单身，而她拉你的小手指是希望你从此不再单身了，因为有了她的陪伴你不会再孤单，不会再寂寞，有她的陪伴你将很幸福，所以你一定要好好珍惜她，好好爱护她。



♥ 有时莫名其妙对你生气，请你不要怪她无理取闹，因为全世界只有你可以让她生气，没有别人了，她在乎你才会生你的气，不要把责任推到别人身上，应该在自己的身上找答案，而不是把这些推给别人，以为是别人的错…如果有这样的一个女孩，请你一定要珍惜，因为这个女孩真的值得你去珍惜，她在乎你、关心你、喜欢你、爱你，这样的女孩子你怎能不去好好珍惜，好好去爱护呢？你还要奢望什么？有这样的一个女孩陪你，你的世界将会永远充满阳光、幸福…







如果你的身边有这样的一个女孩，请你这样做：



♥ 不要关机「不要让她想你时而找不到你」

♥ 不要冷漠她「这样会让她感觉她总是一个人」

♥ 不要看不见她「这样会让她觉得你无视她的存在」

♥ 不要不回她信息「或许她一直在等你的回信」

♥ 不要以为她的好是理所当然「只有她对你好会让她觉得很累」





这世上女孩很多，但好女孩却很少，一心一意、安分守己的女孩更少，

许多女孩不趋于满足，得到了还想得到更多，拥有了还想拥有更多，失去了也不怀念，抛弃了就抛得更远，再也不再去看…



如果你有那么一个女孩，请你好好爱她，给她幸福，抓紧她的手，

别让她逃开，别让她远离你的世界，别把她的手放到别人的手心，给别人机会，给她安全感，让她感觉有你就是她一生最大的幸福。



如果有爱，就要大声说出来，因为你永远不会知道明天会发生什么！



最后祝天下有情人终成眷属，天长地久！♥

This is not written by me but it is taken of a note from Facebook.
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Come take this pain away.

‎You don't know the pain I felt. You just don't know how pain it can be, because you have not experienced it like I did.

I always reminded myself, that life does not always goes the way you want. I constantly tried to control, I really must learn, that I need to have self control.


Don't want to carry this inside
How I have tried
To not ponder upon it
But it's not something that I can hide
so easily behind a mask

That pain you caused me
That sometimes caused me to tumble and bleed
I tried to control
I tried to stop
But I thought you could understand
But I thought you have changed
Maybe I was wrong

Take this pain away
That I haven't felt it in years
Why won't this agony subside
Why won't the hurt disappear
So empty inside
It's like nothing can ever exist
How can I find the strength
to just let go

I thought sharing is caring
But it seems that does not apply
So I control
So I stop
I thought you would understand
I thought you would care
I thought that you have changed
But I was mistaken

Take this pain away
Take it all away
Because of it I tumble and cry
Because of it I fall and bleed
But I will stand up and stand strong
The fault lies within me
Blame it on me
For being who I am

I want the agony to subside
I want to make it right
Take this pain away
Take it all away
I will control
I will stop
How I have tried
You will not understand
I will find the strength
To let go and carry on
Because I have learnt
That I can never be who you want me to be



Copyrighted
by Yunz.

This can't be goodbye.

How I've tried.
To take this in my stride.

Well hello. :) It has definitely been a long time since I really typed anything personally here. All my recent post has only been the songs that I find nice, from old to new songs. And currently playing on replay for the Nth times is a song from Paperplane Pursuit titled Goodbye. Do check them out. They are absolutely awesome. :) You'll be surprised where they come from.

I have been actually wasting time. Not to mention that I have already wasted about one and a half month doing absolutely nothing. Which actually bores me to death but made me absolutely lazy too. So yes, I am actually rotting away. No job, so no money, so no life. Right. A loser. I have always been that, haven't I? Since high school maybe. Not good for my ego. I dread to start school next year, well looking to what I have become right now, no surprise there. I wonder how am I going to pass Christmas this year. Particularly when there's going to be a small Christmas party which again, requires to dispense cash. Blech~ From someone who has been totally broke since beginning of October. Not a good sign. I guess it's enough of one ranting on how life sucks at this moment with no cash in hand, I actually have been enjoyed being lazy. Though of course, house chores once in awhile.

I haven't been really blogging and blogging at this hour is no big thing but I'm doing it now because I practically need to blog. Plus I can't go to sleep with a head full of wet hair so yeah, here I am, listening to good songs, searching for some games to play, plus blogging.



So okays, I get it. I need a life. I need money. I need a job. 'Nuff said. I'm just damn plain lazy. >P Nights~

Because I believe in myself.

No amount of pain would ever make me cry. No amount of torture would make me bleed. I won’t let you have all the fun and pride, just because I succumb to you. I will stand up and stand tall, because I am strong. I will stand strong and won’t give in to you, and make you see that I am not who you think I am.




Copyrighted.

不夠成熟 - BY2

想我還是不夠成熟
還達不到你的要求
我真的沒有想的太多
只是懷念 你走以後

離開難道真的是解脫
難道真的要試過幾次了以後才懂

倔強說不痛 假裝什麼傷都沒有
倔強抬起頭 決不讓眼淚往下流
倔強說不痛 假裝什麼傷都沒有
真的不難過 笑著和你揮揮手

想我還是不夠成熟
還達不到你的要求
我真的沒有想的太多
只是懷念 你走以後

離開難道真的是解脫
難道真的要試過幾次了以後才懂

倔強說不痛 假裝什麼傷都沒有
倔強抬起頭 決不讓眼淚往下流
倔強說不痛 假裝什麼傷都沒有
真的不難過 笑著和你揮揮手

如果有一刻 我們有緣再見
你會不會想起說過的永遠

倔強說不痛 假裝什麼傷都沒有
倔強抬起頭 決不讓眼淚往下流
倔強說不痛 假裝什麼傷都沒有
真的不難過 笑著和你揮揮手

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Enchanted by Taylor Swift.

There I was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place
Walls of insincerity
Shifiting eyes and vancancy vanished when I saw your face
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

Your eyes whispered "have we met?"
Across the room your silhouette starts to make it's way to me
The playful conversation starts
Counter all your quick remarks like passing notes in secrecy
And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

The lingering question kept me up
2am, who do you love?
I wonder till I'm wide awake
Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say,
It was enchanting to meet you
All I know is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

This is me praying that this was the very first page
Not where the story line ends
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

lyric source

I was enchanted to meet you ;)

The Truth by Kris Allen.

Lyin' next to you
Wishing I could disappear
Let you fall asleep
And vanish out into thin air

It's the elephant in the room
And we pretend that we don't see it.
It's the avalanche that looms above our heads.
And we don't believe it.

Tryin' to be perfect
Tryin' not to let you down
Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now...yeah
while the floors underneath our feet are crumbling
The walls we built together tumblin'
I still stand here holdin' up the roof
Cause it's easier than telling the truth.

I still keep your photographs
I remember how we used to laugh
I can keep on losin' sleep
If you're okay with being torn in half.

It's the elephant in the room
And we pretend that we don't see it.
It's an avalanche that looms above our heads
But we don't believe it.

Tryin' to be perfect, tryin' not to let you down...oww
Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now...yeah
While the floors underneath our feet are crumblin'
The walls we built together tumblin'
I still stand here holdin' up the roof
Cause it's easier than telling the truth.

Stop ignoring that our hearts are mourning
And let the rain come in.
Stop pretending that it's not ending
And let the end begin.

Oh yeah...

Tryin' to be perfect, tryin' not to let you down...yeah
Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now...yeah
While the floors underneath our feet are crumblin'
The walls we built together tumblin'
I still stand here holdin' up the roof
Cause it's easier than telling the truth.

It's easier than telling the truth

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Waiting for the End by Linkin Park.

If you want to view the music video, click here.


This is not the end
This is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something emptys within em

We say yeah

With fists flying up in the air
Like we’re holding onto something that’s invisible there
Cuz we’re living at the mercy of the pain and the fear
Until we dead it forget it
Let it all disappear

Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strenght to stand
This is not what I had planned
It’s out of my control

Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts were spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It’s hard to let you go

I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven’t got

Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last
I wish it wasn’t so

What was left when that fire was gone
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it’s like moving on

And I don’t even know what kind of things I said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
Picking up those pieces now where to begin
The hardest part of ending is starting again

All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven’t got

This is not the end
This is not the beginning
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violent rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something empty within em

We say yeah

With fists flying up in the air
Like we’re holding onto something that’s invisible there
Cuz we’re living at the mercy of the pain and the fear
Until we dead it forget it
Let it all disappear

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November comes.

Soon, Christmas will be just around the corner.

November is now.

1) I stepped out of the house to go to school.

2) I stayed home to work on my AutoCad.

3) I went out for lunch at my aunt's place, then tagged along to the airport.

4) Set up a new site (Click Here)

5) Preparing to travel to Penang this weekend.

6) Haven't finalized the mobile board design.

7) Haven't even started on the design of the invitation card for the FEStival 2011.

8) I miss the feel of my camera.

9) I am still jobless and broke.

10) and I miss you too much to do anything.


That practically sums up my first week first 3 days of November. Great. I wonder how much more I have to waste.