This can't be goodbye.

How I've tried.
To take this in my stride.

Well hello. :) It has definitely been a long time since I really typed anything personally here. All my recent post has only been the songs that I find nice, from old to new songs. And currently playing on replay for the Nth times is a song from Paperplane Pursuit titled Goodbye. Do check them out. They are absolutely awesome. :) You'll be surprised where they come from.

I have been actually wasting time. Not to mention that I have already wasted about one and a half month doing absolutely nothing. Which actually bores me to death but made me absolutely lazy too. So yes, I am actually rotting away. No job, so no money, so no life. Right. A loser. I have always been that, haven't I? Since high school maybe. Not good for my ego. I dread to start school next year, well looking to what I have become right now, no surprise there. I wonder how am I going to pass Christmas this year. Particularly when there's going to be a small Christmas party which again, requires to dispense cash. Blech~ From someone who has been totally broke since beginning of October. Not a good sign. I guess it's enough of one ranting on how life sucks at this moment with no cash in hand, I actually have been enjoyed being lazy. Though of course, house chores once in awhile.

I haven't been really blogging and blogging at this hour is no big thing but I'm doing it now because I practically need to blog. Plus I can't go to sleep with a head full of wet hair so yeah, here I am, listening to good songs, searching for some games to play, plus blogging.



So okays, I get it. I need a life. I need money. I need a job. 'Nuff said. I'm just damn plain lazy. >P Nights~