Fearing for my heart.

I am single. 

Free and available. ;)

But is my heart available?

The feeling of fear that one day you wake up and decided to ignore me. Like I do not exist. Like I am a stranger to you. Like whatever happened between us was just a dream, that everything did not happen.

That feeling of fear. Because I experienced it.

That feeling of fear, is too much to bear.

I've been free for exactly 1 year, 1 week and 4 days. But in between there were heartbreaks, and heartaches. I fall in too fast, I fall out too slow. As time passes, things change, people change, and so do I. 

I fall in slower, and I fall out faster. 

Let's make it balance, shall we? 

I must not let fear get the best of me.