Remember.

Broken. 

Just like me today.

The day started crazily, with me not getting enough sleep due to Air Asia ongoing promotion. Then I got to anxious and all, resulted in getting a slight scolding from my father. Go figure, my bad. I was already feeling a little down about it but managed to brush it off. Then things gotten worst.

For the first time, after working so long, I finally broke. I cannot absorb anything, ever since I started working. My performance right now is such a huge difference to when I did my internship. What ever happened to that passion? To that interest? Everyday, something inside of me die a little each time I step into the office. 

1) Turn on the computer.

2) Open time sheet to fill.

3) Open work from the day before - Autocad

4) Work on whatever project that is given - Autocad

5) Time to go home, save, close file, off computer.

A daily routine it has become. Just 3 weeks ago I was starting to like what I was doing. Then now, I feel like it's a little boring. I guess this is what Architecture life is all about. The real world. BANG. Straight to my head. Well, I never thought it was fun in the first place. So I will live with it.

Work. You have to enjoy what you do, and it will not become a daily routine. You have to enjoy what you do and you don't have to work for life.

Once more, I hit a bumpy road. 

But I won't give up.

Tears stained my cheeks.

But I won't give up.

Just remember what I started out as and what I aim to achieve.

Broken.

But nothing beats having someone there to catch you when you break.

I ♥ U.

From the bottom of my heart,

thank you. ♥