Come take this pain away.

‎You don't know the pain I felt. You just don't know how pain it can be, because you have not experienced it like I did.

I always reminded myself, that life does not always goes the way you want. I constantly tried to control, I really must learn, that I need to have self control.


Don't want to carry this inside
How I have tried
To not ponder upon it
But it's not something that I can hide
so easily behind a mask

That pain you caused me
That sometimes caused me to tumble and bleed
I tried to control
I tried to stop
But I thought you could understand
But I thought you have changed
Maybe I was wrong

Take this pain away
That I haven't felt it in years
Why won't this agony subside
Why won't the hurt disappear
So empty inside
It's like nothing can ever exist
How can I find the strength
to just let go

I thought sharing is caring
But it seems that does not apply
So I control
So I stop
I thought you would understand
I thought you would care
I thought that you have changed
But I was mistaken

Take this pain away
Take it all away
Because of it I tumble and cry
Because of it I fall and bleed
But I will stand up and stand strong
The fault lies within me
Blame it on me
For being who I am

I want the agony to subside
I want to make it right
Take this pain away
Take it all away
I will control
I will stop
How I have tried
You will not understand
I will find the strength
To let go and carry on
Because I have learnt
That I can never be who you want me to be



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by Yunz.