Mixed up?

Speak, and be heard.

Silent, and be unheard.

And suddenly, I just want to be a quiet little girl that I always have been. Loud when I am with friends, quiet when I am alone. 

And suddenly, heads filled up with words that I am unable to comprehend. Unable to convert them into words, to mouth them out.

And suddenly, like an empty tank, the insides filled up with emotions that even the heart can't comprehend. Mixed, maybe just let it be.

Close my eyes, dance away.

Let the music flow, and sway to my own rhythm.

不开口，重伤。

开口，也重伤。

到底要怎样？