Flashbacks.

Unexpectedly revisited.

Re-experiencing.

Flashbacks happens.
And the scariest part is, you don't know when it will happen.

She finally know how it feels. To have flashbacks. To have the past haunting her. All those stories about memories coming back to haunt you, the past taping on your shoulders, she thought it was because you were thinking about what had happened. But how wrong she was. It hits you when you least expect it.

What did you do to me?
Those moments just having you there, right beside me.
I have never heard silence quite this loud.

In the midst of doing work, mind focused on every move she made. Out of nowhere, BAMM! When she came to realization, she found herself stunned, unable to move, sitting there, staring into space. It took her a few minutes to actually realized what was going on. Those, were the worst memories, though nice, he was never hers to start with. Even the music she was listening to could not drown out those flashbacks.

It was like I was being transported back,
To that very day everything was still alright.
Yet there was something in the atmosphere.

Of all the memories, it was as though that particular memory had never left her mind. Why? She started to ask herself. Why must this particular memory flash across her mind, at that time? The realization of something that they almost had, in a blink of an eye, it's gone. Reality hits, back to work. But her mind, unable to focus. Those moments, every detail, just keeps replaying at the back of her mind.

Phone rings.
Irritatedly walked to the room next door.
Walked back to the room just to have you following behind.

Drowning out those memories, she turned to face her work. Her heart beats fast. How could flashbacks happened in the middle of the day? No warning at all, leaving that poor girl vulnerable. Body trembling, she hid it well from those preying eyes at the office. Slowly, but not completely, it starts to fade. Those feelings at that moment, so hard to pin down. Those memories, they slaughter you as they come.

Flashbacks.
They haunt me.

爱 是为彼此祝福