5PM. The sun is scorching on a Sunday afternoon. Back writing in English, and instead of writing a long essay, lets make it short and straight to the point.
1) Weather's hot. But I can live without air-condition. =)
2) Turning up the volume to my little speaker. BIGBANG is love. ;) Maximum volume on both speaker and player, not computer. =P
3) Doing Autocad work on my computer is so much faster then using my company's computer. Seriously. It's a fact. I wonder what is wrong with the hardware of my company's computer and whether can it be fix. =/
3) Doing Autocad work on my computer is so much faster then using my company's computer. Seriously. It's a fact. I wonder what is wrong with the hardware of my company's computer and whether can it be fix. =/
4) Slow as I might be, I still have to get my work done. Slightly stressed.
5) Have been emotional since Friday. Head's much clearer and better now. So much better then I was two days ago.
6) Because of you, those memories comes back. And because of you, I miss him. Why must you do this to me? I made my choice. I made a decision. I tried to show you that I care. Yet I guess it's not enough for you to even care about me. Not even the slightest care.
7) Memories of him, it's filling my head day-by-day. And day-by-day, I try to push it all away. Kick it all out. I need to do so. Too much, it's overwhelming at times. Why, I keep asking myself. No more, I tell myself.
8) I need to get my wild and free side back. I need my open-minded side back. I just need myself back. This, the state I am in right now, is not the side of me I want. Unhappy, is not who I am.
9) It's Mid-Autumn festival today! ^^ I just want to go for a walk in the park, watch people carrying lanterns and playing with candles. ;)
10) Had a good Friday night with peeps from college. Tried Shisha for the first time, not bad. =) Then headed to Scott garden and hopped from one bar to another. Ended up at Beer Factory with a pint of Kilkenny and playing some game to finish up the beer. Then a short spontaneous trip up Genting! Awesome! ^^
11) My Saturday was lovely too with lunch with a good friend and chit chatting 'til 5PM in the evening. Went back home to rest and shower and out for dinner with high school peeps which I haven't seen in a long time. Second round ended up at a place close to home which I never knew existed! Awesome day! ^^
11) My Saturday was lovely too with lunch with a good friend and chit chatting 'til 5PM in the evening. Went back home to rest and shower and out for dinner with high school peeps which I haven't seen in a long time. Second round ended up at a place close to home which I never knew existed! Awesome day! ^^
12) My head is not in the game for working life. I've lost my passion. Not kidding. Freaking serious. It's a really big problem, a serious problem, a huge obstacle in my life right now. Trying to find a solution for it. Trying to get my head back in the game.
13) I still haven't have the time to fix my portfolios. Or maybe I just don't want to do it.
So far that's all for now? Currently am still enjoying BIGBANG's songs. Love them.
[28 days!]
Am I the bride in your dreams?
Upset, we are silent.
Memories of you smiling at me once more.
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